Tuesday, November 18, 2003
You reached Taiwan
Safely
Thank God
But..
You didn't took enough rest
>.<~~
Please take really good care of yourself
Don't tired yourself out okay?
Take enough rest..
I don't what is with me again
I need God with me again
>.<
Pray pray pray..
I did that almost every night now
To remove the discomfort everyday
Even
that day
I don't know why..
I'm phobia of crowd
Phobia of loneliness
Phobia of being enclosed
Phobia of being felt out
Never so afraid
Never..
So fearful of everything
Why..=X
People blushed me off again and again
No matter how much i approached them
Just blushed me off..
>.<
Am i those who will irritate people everytime?
Am i those who will call/sms people for nothing?
I'm not..
I don't do that..
Useless..
I really need someone by my side..badly..
Or..i never..never do this kind of things
*No one understand*
*No one*
<= Fr0zen* Tears* =>
11/18/2003 07:43:00 AM
Monday, November 17, 2003
I realised how much i miss you
No idea..
Have you reached?
I guess..this is the first time i miss you so much..
So much..
I know it's totally impossible to hold your hand again..
Impossible to talk to you..
~~ >.< ~~ *sob*
Have you reach Taiwan peacefully?
Have you have enough rest after yesterday promos?
Have you take really good care of yourself?
Your hand is so warm..
Your eyes are so bright..
You are just so adorable..
[So perfect..'at least to me']
Never going to forget your face
Your face when I pushed the letter to you
Have you open the letter?
Have you seen the present?
Have you? Have you?
<= Fr0zen* Tears* =>
11/17/2003 02:32:00 AM
Just so long that i've blog..
Erm..
I'm like totally a piggy lorh..
Everyday sleep and sleep..eat and eat..haha~
Don't even looked like a netballer~
Well..i don't think i consider as one too..
No netball trng for me..
Though i really want it so much..
Don't know why..~
>.<~~
Hey~
Erm..
Yesterday was the XJ promos..
Went there and waited for..erm..~
9 hours..hee~
Though..haven broke my record yet..
I had once waited for 12 hours okay?
Haha~
Yah..then totally so many people lorh..
Squeeze here and there..~
>.<
So hot..
But nevermind..cause they are coming..haha~
My darling 5566..
Nothing meant too much if it's done for them..
=Pp
Then finally they came..
All those shoutings and screaming..
Wah lao..my ear drums like going 2 brust lorh.~ >.<~~~~~
But never mind..haha~
I took alot of photos of them okay? haha~
But turned out rather blur..
Nevermind..i'm going to make them look nice.haha~
=Pp
Then they sang a 2 songs..
Erm..Chun Zai and Jian Ou..
Erm...nice~~
Oh yah..Toro, Cyndi and Kim were also there..
Haha~ i took a few Toro's picture too~
=Pp i think my angel will be very happy..hha~
Hahah..
Then finally was the hand-shaking thing..
So nervous okay me?
I went up and shook their hands..
Wah lao..so fast okay?
I like don't even know whose hand i'm shaking..
Haha..then till Zax's..
I'm like totally going to faint..
This is the 3rd time that i'm so close to him okay?
Gosh..he's really so cute okay??!!
Haha~ Then i handed him a letter..with a small present..
He was like so shock okay?
Cause i'm the first one who gave him something on that day..
He really didn't expect it..
His expression was like so surprised..
OMG...~~~
He's so cute..~
I really can't forget his expression then..
So kawaii~
Hopefully he will really read the letter..
>.<~~
*I[L]U*
Afterwards..
10pm..
I MUST WATCHED WQYL~~
Sure got loadz of things to watch one..
Especially my darling..hahah~
Oh..he should be reaching TW now..
Or maybe long ago?
Argh~
Pray to God that he will reached there pin pin an an..
Just now my brother said that the place will crash okay?
Touch wood lorh~
He will reached TW there peacefully..~
Hahaha~
Zax~~~ *I[L]U*
So cute~~
Hai..friday is the placement day..
So scare..~~
Don't really want to go back lorh..
So many people..
Wanted to go back next monday then see lorh..
But don't know whether can or not..
Hai..see first larh..
Hey~
I'm going to collect my "Wo Tao Yan Wang Ren Fu" that book liao~
Argh~
I miss him so much now..
>.<~~~
Hope they will come again during the 2nd album promos..
I really miss him~~~
=Pp
*ilu*
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11/17/2003 12:43:00 AM
