Thursday, October 23, 2003
My heart feels pain
Just so pain..
But i don't know why..
How much time had my tears almost dropped down?
So much time..countless..
It's not all because of
her
But yah..partly..
So much things happened..
I don't know what to do..
I don't know how should i react..
God..
Why to put me in such position?
You know i can't take it..
I really can't..
I got really bad mood swing..
Every moment..
I'm so afraid that my tears would drop
Because of all these things that had happened..
3 days in Malaysia..
Is already a bad time for me..
But when i came back..
She is trying to get my life worst..
How am i going to take it..
So cruel..
No one understand..
What kind of things i'm going through..
I lost people around me..
One person..
Who meant just so much..
The other one..
Who is so close to me..
I know..i understand..
I can't get one of them back..
Never..Really never..
My heart hurts whenever i thought of that..
The kind of memories..
18 Oct 2003..
Such a faithful day..
The day..i lost the one who is so close to me forever..
Forever..
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10/23/2003 05:15:00 AM
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
Hurt
Do you understand a little bit about this?
No..you never..and will never
Do you know how pain is my heart
Do you know how many pieces my heart had broken to
No..you never know..
Why to torture me with all this
Wish to see me break down in front of you?
So cruel..so heartless..
Why can't you just go off peacefully?
Have you to hurt people even just after you left..
EX-CRESCENTIAN
If yes..
Why choose me..
I didn't offend you
I DIDN'T!!!!!!!!!
I didn't even do anything that concern you
I don't deserve that alright
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10/22/2003 06:04:00 AM
