Monday, October 13, 2003
You see
Day by day
I get to understand
her deeper
Deeper to such that..
I don't know what kind of feelings i have for
her
All the bad things i had heard about
her
How much i wish to deny them
But..they are just so solid facts
Things i even saw it from
HERs blog
I really couldn't deny anything..
Any more thing..
People told me..
She doesn't worth it..
She doesn't give a f.u.c.king damn about you
She is not as good as you think
All this
craps [At least i used to think that it's]
Or should i say solid facts
I used to deny every of them..
But today..
No more..
I understand whatever there's for me to understand..
What kind of
heartless person
she is..
<= Fr0zen* Tears* =>
10/13/2003 08:53:00 PM
Sunday, October 12, 2003
[Today]
Was raining super heavily in the morning..
Then..was about to go back woodlands..
To buy..phone..sign phone..
Hahah..
Long way man
Then reached woodlands..
Rain stopped..[Whatever]
Then went to sign the contract..
Hehehe..
Guess what
I got Nokia 6610
Hahaha..
So happy okay..
Then i signed this membership card..
Free unlimited downloading of ringtones and screensavers for 1 year
Yeah yeah..
So just now..
Yah..
Just only..
I'm happily downloading ringtones and screensavers..
Hehehehe..
But 2 bad things is..
Firstly..
I can't download games.. [!][!]
Secondly..
I still have to pay
But cheaper
I just need to pay the per kB thing..
Which is $0.015/kB
And 1 song is only like...11 - 12 kB
Shiok! 1 song around $ 0.10 - 0.20
Quite alright yarh..
1 wish fulfilled..
I can't let my daddy see
Or he's going to scream at me..
Hey..i'm broke now!
188 bucks that phone..
I changed my no. already..
Will tell you people..definitely.
Thank God..
I got through..
<= Fr0zen* Tears* =>
10/12/2003 12:54:00 PM
P a s s e d
G o n e
Thank God..
I got through 12 Oct..
Every moment had been torturing me
Every one of them
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What should i be saying?
I'm so hurt..
So hurt
I just can't believe
Whatever are going to happen and had happened are facts
True and solid facts
Life is just so cruelty
Forced me to accept facts that i'm not willing to
The day had passed
But..it'll be coming soon
Just one more year..
And these kind of hurting feelings would be back
Even more hurting..
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One day i will get over all these
I'll
And i promise myself
I'll..
<= Fr0zen* Tears* =>
10/12/2003 12:47:00 PM
