Wednesday, September 03, 2003
My heart is going wild again
I felt like crying again
I don't know why
Why is my heart always going so wild and start thinking of things
And feeling sour..
I don't know what is bothering me
What? Who?
Is it my Romeo?
Is it my *hem*
Or is it..
I don't know..
What's really deep inside my heart?
*Pain*
Everytime when i see my Romeo..
I don't have that really deep feeling anymore
I can get rather excited when i see my Romeo
But..
Is it because i used to love my Romeo so much that that is the natural reaction
Or..
Is it because i really love my Romeo and got excited seeing my Romeo
I don't know anymore
Feeling fade..fade..fade....................
What's my life coming to?
To an end?
Or to a new life?
People i used to be crazy over
[*Hem*][Zax][C][
Her][
She][
J][Him][Y*O*U][Romeo]
Within all these
There were only 6 people
But now..
I've been asking myself
I used to be sooooooo crazy over them
Now..
I have totally no feeling to them
Sometimes i might get jealous over something that happen around them
But..
It's not that kind of jealous
It isn't..
I'm suppose to enjoy my life now
But every single day i feel just so stress
So pressurize
Even times
I got funny feelings within me
Feel like crying
Feel like dying
Feel like cutting
Feel like being love
But how many times can i fulfil all these stupid and silly feelings within me?
What the hell is my heart thinking of?
Why even me myself can't control my very own heart?
Can't even understand my very self?
Isn't that a real big failure in my life?
If someone..could understand what my heart is thinking
Please do come forward to tell me
Because i really wish to know
My life really s.uck
.::
Today::.
Got Maths for first period
Erm..
I'm losing more and more interest in Maths
I don't know
Don't understand
I used to be really excited during Maths lesson
But now
I got totally NO MOOD during Maths
After Maths
Got Chinese
Was quite alright
Was doing Chinese workbook
Erm..
That's all!
Then got English
That freaky teacher
Totally totally!
Left less than 3 minutes for our essay
*Cheers* *Sarcatism*
Went for recess
As usual
My laksa!
Hahaha..nice nice!
Then went to CME in D&T room
So as usual
Did practical after that stupid lesson
My plastic totally out-of-shape
Freaky!
Then went up for History
F.uck!
Got booked by Wong
Oh! That freaky teacher..
Got back History paper
Hahaha..expected result
Failed!
Good okay?!
So i won't get into History class
Unless this school is really crazy..
After school
Did our essay
As usual
Argued and argued
Quarrelled and quarrelled
Did all the way until 5++++ going 6
Pro right?
From right after school
Used 5 hours just to complete the essay
And definitely
We used more than 10 hour to finish to whole essay
From last week until just now..
We just finished
And finally finished
And it's like almost everyday we stayed back after school until 4++ 5++
Can you imagine how much time and effort we had put in?
Hope to get high mark..really..
Then after the essay..
Went out class
Stupidly
Found out that our class is moving to G Block
What the f.uck?!
We are going to protest alright?
Hello?!
I can say that we used to least eletricity almost all the air-conditional classroom okay?
Every morning we reached school.
We never on the air-con
And every mass-run days
We never on the air-con during the first period
Every PE days
We never on the air-con the period after PE..
And we are not the class that didn't turn off the air-con
And now
YOU PEOLE ARE MOVING US OUT OF THE AIR-CONDITIONAL CLASSROOM WHEN WE SAVED SO MUCH ELETRICITY??!!
What's the bloody world coming to?!
F.uck!
We'll protest till the end
No matter what
We want air-conditional classroom
Unless a reasonable reason is provided
And why?!
Are we the only class on the level that is moving to G Block?!
Totally unfair!
Because we are the last class?!
Please respect us!
[Getting abit violent..ha~]
Then went to redhill MRT..
Ate ice-cream..
Was complaining about all the stupid decision that the school had made..!
Then went home..
Was too lazy to buy dinner...
So now..
Was still hungry..
Erm..
Time to find something to eat..
Yeah! =Pp
Okay..
[Fr0zen*in*Tears]
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9/03/2003 05:46:00 AM
Monday, September 01, 2003
AdDiCtEd by Simple Plan
I heard you're doing ok
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this
I tried to make you happy
But you left anyway
Chorus*~
I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it
And I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
Still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd walk a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway
Chorus*~
How long will I be waiting
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine
Chorus*~ (x2)
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9/01/2003 07:58:00 AM
