Fr0zen

Saturday, August 16, 2003

.::Why::.

We used to be close
Really close..
But i don't understand what happened after school re-opened
Things got real bad when problems came by one by one
Was reading your blog
When tears were filling my eyes
Do you know how much it really hurts when you lost someone that you really treasure?
Someone that you can talk to
Someone that who can accompany you?
*Tears dropped*
It hurts me just as much
How long since i've last cried?
Till just..
I cried while typing..
Memories are really a big torture to me
How much we used to enjoy what we had
How much we used to laugh about everything
But what happened now
You are much more closer than people who you had just know
Things happened around
But i thought..
Friend likes you..
Will never leave me alone down there..
But i'm wrong..
Because you had more more more more friends..
You have more more more opportunities to know more people
And forget what the past were..
Emotional things will came back
I don't wish to think..
And how much i hope i've yet to enter your blog..
It had since 1 week that i've yet to enter..
Why can't i just endure 1 more week so that i won't able to see that bloody entry
All the memories came back to me
When i really tried so hard to forget..
Every single hurts and every single pains came back..
I don't know whether i casted anything on you
And how much i meant to you
But..
What i know is that you casted a deep shadow on me
Casted a real big cut in my heart
And you just meant as much..
It hurt me so much
Because you left me once again and again..
Alright..
I shouldn't blame you
Because i'm not a good enough friend
Because you had more better friends around
Because i've gave up on things that we once enjoyed
Friends that we once had
Places that we once laughed and shared
It's my fault that everything turned out like these..
But..
Why to remind me of memories again..
I think i should really just cut off from all the blogs that belong to these batch of people..
So that nothing can affect me now..
*Tears dropped*
But, can i?

[Frozen*in*Tears]
[0932*hr]

<= Fr0zen* Tears* => 8/16/2003 06:32:00 PM

Thursday, August 14, 2003

.::Tears*almost*drop::.

During music lesson
Requested Sem to play Canon in D..
Nice nice..=Pp
Love Sem..haha~
Then requested another song..
I almost cried hearing that song..
Tears were already filling my eyes..
But i just didn't allow it to drop..
That song reminded me of alot of memories..
I love that song..
But..whenever i heard it..
My heart just ache..
And start to cry..
I requested people to play that song for me
I burnt that song in my favourtie Chinese Disc
I requested people to teach me that song
Though it always make me cry
But i listen to it almost everyday
'Cause it reminds me of you
This song will never leave my life..
It left a big impact on me
'Cause it's played by you
My only Romeo in my life..

.::Today::.

Morning..
Was so reluctant to get up..
So tired..
Then reached school early..
As usual..
Sat outside HOD..
Rotting..cause can't get to sleep
Don't know why also..
Something wrong with me this morning
Then my friend came
Went in the classroom..
Then took the presents down..
Wanted to pass it to Liyun..
Hahaha..
Then walked here and there..
Don't dare to pass to her..
In the end..
Went back class..
Silly right..=|
Lala~!
Then went for training..
Trained for a while..
Then seniors came up and had a match with them
My skill suck alright?!
Totally throwing face..
Haiz..
Was so tired also..
Sweated madly..
Whole body was wet..=|
Then still went for mass run
Almost died-ed half way..
Hahaha..
Then my shirt was all wet after the run
Went and changed
Ended up my uniform also wet
Lala~ Who ask me forget to bring towel?
Haiz..
Then got Literature..
Was totally exhausted..
Didn't really bother about what Kala said..
Then English..
Aiyah..
Who cares about that Chan..
Then got Maths..
Haha
I changed place with Wanxian
Then wasn't really concentrating behind..
She was just going through the worksheet..
Then got recess..
Ate chicken rice..
Fattening i know..
But it's nice alright?
Hahaha~
Then got science..
Was at the back still
Wasn't really concentrating also..
Was eating sweets
And playing a fool behind
Then English again
Moved back our place..
That stupid Chan really idiotic..
But who cares..
Just do my things around..
Then got music..
Was doing this song
"xiao ren wu de xin sheng" in english..
Quite alright
'Cause was all the easy notes..
Then Sem needed to go at 1pm..
So last 10 minutes before 1pm we requested 2 songs..
Yah..
He played very nice okay?
Then went up class..
Few of our classmates was playing at the mini forum..
Then Chia saw..
Then came up to conduct Chinese..
Lala~ What's with her
Everyday also Chinese..
Like other subjects not important..
And Chinese is like that last paper?!
Screw her!
Then lesson ended..
Need to do duty..
Do do do..
So tiring..
When i finished my duty..
My head was spinning..
Headache..haiz..
Went down canteen..
Still having headache..
Don't know what happened to me..
Then ate lunch..
Went to computer lab
Went inside only
Got scolded by Wong..
Oh well..
Then Neo came in
Didn't say anything..
God bless..
Hahahaha~
Then slept inside..
Chuling and Natania were taking SOOOOOO long..
So i fell asleep..
Haha~
Then woke up..
Went library..
In the end..
Both of them no need do library duty..
Then decided to go back..
Then found out i forgot to bring my history's notes home
Lalala~~~ ARGH!
Then went to find Chia..
Who knew..she went home..
Lala~!
Then went office..
Borrowed the spare key..
And opened the door..
Saw Chan okay
Gave us another sarcatic face..
Fuck her..
Then i jay walked..
Haha~
'Cause 111 was opposite..
Then i dashed across..
Went home by MRT..
When reached Yishun
It was raining SOOOO heavily..
So screwed okay..
Then have to stop at the front bus-stop and took a long way home..
So exhausted liao..
So like that..
Then reached home
Was doing history's notes..
Half way through..
I gave up..
So long the notes..
Might as well just read the textbook..
Save time..save paper..save ink..
Hahaha~!
Oh well..
Tomorrow going to fail my history!!
Hahaha~
Chow!
Lol..i'll pass my history!
I'll definitely pass!
Was watching tv just now
Holland V.
Yanyan is such a bitch!
Hahaha..really okay!
Then now blogging..
My dad cooked something..
Hee~
Going to eat already..
Yeah..
See what am i going to do afterwards..
Watch tv again..
Then shower
Do a little bit of history..
Then watch tv..
Then can sleep liaoz..
Hahaha
Good life i have hah!
Alright..
I'm going to eat liaoz!
Bye bye!

[Frozen*in*Tears]
[Because*I*love*You]

<= Fr0zen* Tears* => 8/14/2003 05:46:00 AM

Wednesday, August 13, 2003

.::Today::.

Early in the morning..
Was rushing through my homework
Hahaha
Oh well..
Then Maths lesson
So fun
I totally love Lim..
Haha..
Oh well..
I shouldn't say much..=Pp
Then got Chinese
Chia made us learnt this and that
Brain going to burst soon
Then she sent me out of class
'Cause i never paste my note book
Lala~
Then saw Chan outside
She totally so sucky okay?
People already outside already
Still said things to bring us down
Fuck you!
What "you deserve it.."
What is this..
What so NICE teacher..
Lala~
Then got English
Gosh.
Lucky Chan came late and wasted 10 minutes
Haha
Happy..=Pp
Hate her like hell okay!
Then got recess
Ate laska
Then i felt so fat all of a sudden
No..I'M FAT!
Haiz..
Then saw her classmates..
Thought she was down for recess..
But looked here and there..
Can't find her
So sad and disappointed
='(
Then got CME..
Chan got PBL..
So never come in..
But Maria Tan came in..
Asked us to do mo xie
Then never collect my mo xie then she went already..
What's this!
Lala.
Then got 1 free period..
Was planning our history rep
Gosh..lala
Then history time
Heard a few groups rep
Cool okay..
Haha..
Then my group too shy..
Haha..
So we requested to do in front of her only
Haha
We got in..
But was forcing her to take us out
'Cause we only want our grade..
We don't want to perform
Hah..lala~
Was arguing and arguing
In the end she surrendered..
And took us out
Hahaha..Hip hip hurray!
Lala~ Lala~ Lala~ Lala~
She left at 1pm
So we got another free period
Was rotting around..
Then bell rang
Went Chuling's house
Study history
Haha~ Really study okay!
She cooked me a bowl of noodle..
Nono..she didn't
We cooked together..
Haha..
Then was doing notes around
Listening to CD..
Haven't finish 1 chapter..5.30pm already
So fast okay..
Then went home
Was drizzling..
Who cares..
Then on 171
'Cause it was raining
The bloody bus was SOOOO cold..
I almost freezed to death..
Somemore the stupid lady behind me
Turned her air-con towards me..
Screw her okay!
Then cause raining also
There was jam..
And i took 2 hours to reach home!!!!
Gosh gosh gosh..
Reached home around 7++ to 8
Missed holland v.
Never mind..I got record..haha..=)
Then played Kingdom Heart..
Totally so tough..
Haiz..have to train more..
To fight..=|
Then don't feel like playing..
Went to do the presents
Hee~
Finally finished..!!!
Tomorrow can hand it to her../them..haha
Oh whatever..
Then blogging now..
Obviously..haha
Watching this show
1 + 1 = 3
Oh well..
Nice title..haha
Afterwards have to go do History notes..
Boring!!!!

Miss*Her*so*much

[Frozen*in*Tears]
[Because*I*love*You]

<= Fr0zen* Tears* => 8/13/2003 06:40:00 AM

Tuesday, August 12, 2003

.::Heart-aching::.

I really love you
Love you so much
But my heart is really aching
I hate when you are so close to other people
But not to me
I hate when everyone get to know you
Because i only want you to belong to me
Impossible
Really impossible
Everyday i've been watching you
Watching you ignoring me
Watching you talking to my friends
Do you know how much it hurts
*Cry*
Your friend had told me how much you don't care about me
Everytime when i heard that..
It broke my heart again and again
Because i've been thinking that we could actually talk to each other
But your friend had been saying how much you don't give a damn about me
And i don't even meant anything in your life
How much i don't wish to trust your friend
But..
She's your friend
How can i not trust her?
*Tears dropping*
Because there's yet time that you have make me feel such that we can communicate
I've no choice by to believe her..
She's your classmate
She's your friend
Am i ever going to doubt her?
Unless
There is one moment
You can make me sure that i could believe you more than her
No..i should rephrase
Just one word from you
I'll trust you more than her
Believe me
Because you are my romeo..
And my forever romeo..
Because I love You..

.::Today::.

Morning..
Went for training..
Alright..
Knee abit pain
Then got mass run
We are like suppose to pass the ball while running
Then some stupid teacher went and confiscated our ball
FUCK
What's with you..
Whatever..
After mass run i was like sweating all over
My hair was so wet that you can squeeze sweat out of it..
YUCK!!
Then went Faraday for science
Then Neo gave out test paper..
So happy!
I got 15/20 okay?
Yeah Yeah Yeah!! =Pp
Lala~
Then got chinese
Went in classroom only i see Chia's face black colour
Very scary
Thought she going to burst or something
But later she relaxed a little bit..
Then alright already..
Then went for recess..
Went and disturbed Lim so much
Hahaha..
Lala~
Then went up for Literature
Hey!
I almost slept okay?
Was totally so tired..
And Kala was talking and talking and talking non-stop
And kept calling us to answer question
My brain like already died-ed even long before Literature
Then went for CS..
Was doing nothing in particular..
Just rotted down there..
Then went for assembly
Saw my darling..
So happy
Hahaha~
So long never see her already
Then that Gao nagged and nagged and nagged
What's with him..
Forever nagging!
Morning nag..
Still not enough
Assembly still want to nag..
Lala~
Then after school..
Went home
That stupid 132 bus didn't stop at the stop for Chuling and Gwen to get down
Then i got down
And they were left on the bus
The stupid driver didn't want to stop okay?
They pressed to bell for so many times
Still don't want to stop
What's with you..
Then i walked to the next bus-stop to find them
The whole way was so long can?
I was so tired
'Cause i've to walk back and forth
But in the end
They went home by themselves
Don't care..
Never mind..
Then i sat on the 171 bus
My neck was so pain..
'Cause slept on the bus for 1 hour
Lalalala~
Then reached home around 1630 hours..
Watched show..
Then played Kingdom Hearts
And my computer totally screwed up okay?
So screwed..
Hate my computer now..
=@
Lucky still can blog..
Or i'll smash my computer up!
Hahaha..
Lalala~
Alright
Should stop here..
=Pp
Nothing more to say
Except..
I love my romeo..
I love her..
I love my darling...
She'll be my forever romeo..and forever darling..
Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!

[Frozen*in*Tears]
[Because*I*love*You]

<= Fr0zen* Tears* => 8/12/2003 05:22:00 AM

Monday, August 11, 2003

.::Leave*me*ALONE::.

Please guys
Please just leave me alone
Now i got my own group of friends
Friends that who can really understand me
And never will them try to betray me..
Alright?
Can't you guys just understand?
I hate people who do things behind my back..
And if you have once did that..
Never expect me to trust you again
Never expect me to acknowlegde you again
I'm cruel and unfair you can say
But if i'm not cruel..
If i'm not being unfair..
How much hurt am i going to get?
How much more unfairness am i going to suffer?
If you had chose the path that time
Then you should know the consequences
And don't come around asking friendship back from me..
Because if you ever want it..
Ask yourself first..
When you chose that path..
Have you ever think that we can keep this friendship for life?
Have you think about how much i've suffer then?
That's no way that you can have both way out
Both way good..
That's no way that you can do that..
That's life..
Life is full of choices
You chose your path
And that's what you are getting..
Don't blame me..

Forcing me to the edge
Therefore never expect me to accept you again
Because when you chose that
Have you ever think of my feelings?
Think again, and think whether it's fair for me..
Or for you?

[Frozen*in*Tears]
[Because*I*love*You]

<= Fr0zen* Tears* => 8/11/2003 04:59:00 AM