Friday, July 11, 2003
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[Forgive]Her::.
She's being left alone
In a dark place
Really dark
The way in front is endless
She called for help
She shouted for help
No one yet to come over and help
Everyone turned away
Everyone brushed her off
Day by day
The strength inside her disppeared
The strength which hold her up till now
She already lost the will of surviving
In this world
She found no more reason to stay on
But
Still waiting for miracle to happen
Someone to come over to give her will
To give her strength
To give her the understand of life
To give her the will to treasure herself
But no
No one come over
She lost the very last strength that allow her to survive till then
Finally
One day
She collapse
Finally collapse after suffering so much
Around her
Still
No one willing to come over to give her the last strength
Nor the last will to survive
She left the world
She used to cry
She used to cut
She used to hurt herself
But she then understand
No matter how much she cry
No matter how much she cut
No matter how much she can hurt herself
No one is still willing to be there for her
To give her the last of strength
She chose to leave this world
Forgive her will you?
Just forgive her
Respect her decision
She doesn't want to suffer anymore
Don't ever blame her
She done nothing wrong
She just choose the way that people want her
Please don't blame her after her death
Because she hates it
Forgive her will you?
Just forgive her
Will anyone miss her
Will anyone remember her
Will anyone remember the day of her death
Will she stay in anyone heart
She already left the world
She already did
That's nothing we can do
Because she already left
<= Fr0zen* Tears* =>
7/11/2003 11:50:00 PM
Thursday, July 10, 2003
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Alone::.
Alone
All by myself
My heart felt so lonely
Everyone ignored
Everyone left me
I no more know what i'm looking forward to everyday
Is there a true friend with me
Is there anyone that would bothers about me
I need strength to carry on life
I need strength to hang on
But i don't have any
Allow me to collapse
I no more want to face this world
I no more want to be alive
Because every single made me so tired
I'm so reluctant to get up everyday
So reluctant to face the world
Because i got no will to live
Because i got no will to carry on
Is there a way that allow me to leave this world
Is there a way that i no more need to suffer
Everyone have had a friend to rely on
But not me
I really need someone with me
Why did everyone turn away from me when i needed them so much
Why did everyone bush me off when i needed them so much
I need someone
I really need someone
I'm falling apart
I'm collapsing
A world of nothing
A world of nothing
Everyone turn away
Everyone bush me off
No more strength to fight
No more strength to live
I needed someone by my side
I'm falling apart
I'm collapsing
Blood drips and drips
Tears drop and drop
Can anyone ever understand
Can anyone ever
I lost the will of living
Lost the will of being alive
I'm falling apart
I'm collapsing
Blood drips and drips
Tears drop and drop
Can anyone ever understand
Can anyone ever
I lost the will of living
Lost the will of being alive
I'm not able to let go
I'm not able to give up
Because i really like you
Because i really do like you
dang ni de yan jing mi zhe xiao
dang ni he ke le dang ni chao
wo xiang dui ni hao
ni cong lai bu zhi dao
xiang ni xiang ni
ye neng cheng wei shi hao
dang ni shuo jing tian de fan nao
dang ni shuo ye shen ni shui bu zao
wo xiang dui ni shuo
que hai pai you shuo cuo
hao xi huan ni
zhi bu zhi dao
<= Fr0zen* Tears* =>
7/10/2003 06:04:00 AM
Wednesday, July 09, 2003
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Heart-ache*Tired::.
Go on and on
Living in a world of nothing
Every single day of tears
Every single day of disappointment
I like you
Yes
I like you
On and on
Earth turns round and round
Every single day of tears
Every single day of hurts
I miss you
Yes
I do miss you
Losing will of the world
Losing will of you
Tired
I'm really tired
Because i like you
I do like you
Because i miss you
I do miss you
Oh my oh my oh my
What is the feeling of love
What is the feeling of being love
What is the feeling of hatred
What is the feeling of being hatred
Oh my oh my oh my
Every single day of disappointment
Every single day of tears
Every single day of hurts
Every single day of you
O my love
How much more strength to hang on
How much more
I like you
I miss you
I do i do
Oh my oh my oh my
What is the feeling of disappointment
What is the feeling of sadness
What is the feeling of loneliness
What is the feeling of you
O my love
How much more strength to hang on
How much more
I like you
I miss you
I do i do
I'm really tired
Very tired
I just feel like collapsing right now
I gave up
I really gave up
I got no more strength to continue
I got no more strength to stay on
I got no more strength to hang on
Is that what you want
Is that what you want from me
Alright
Here it's
I gave up
Gave up totally
Every single day
I felt like nothing
Why should i continue
I no more want it
I let go
Alright
I let go
Go on with your life
And i'll not bother about you
I lost my will to continue
Because i no more want hurts
I no more willing to get myself hurt
World goes round and round
Time passed by so fast
'Cos i like you
'Cos i miss you
Time flies when i'm with you
Disappointments
Hurts
Fears
And every single things
'Cos i like you
'Cos i miss you
I'm lonely
So lonely
I'm alone
All by myself
So tired
So tired
Living in fears
Living in tears
Living in a world
A world of depression
I hate to love
I hate to like
But yet to hate you
'Cos you are my only one
'Cos i love you
'Cos i love you
I don't mind to shed a single tear
I don't mind to cut a single scar
'Cos i love you
'Cos i love you
I'd hate so much to let you go
I'd hate so much to give you up
But every single day of hurts
Every single day of tears
Made me so willing to give you up
So willing to give you up
Oh my love..
'Cos i love you
'Cos i love you
I'd hate so much to let go
I'd hate so much to give up
'Cos i love you
But every single things made me let go
But every single things made me give up
Oh oh oh oh oh...
<= Fr0zen* Tears* =>
7/09/2003 05:03:00 AM
Monday, July 07, 2003
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Yesterday::.
Woke up so early
Just to go cherlynn's house
Oh well
Woke up around 6 plus..
Online for..
Ermz...about 1hr??
Maybe
Then went cherlynn's house
Eat chocolate
Then went and meet gabrielle for lunch
Went pizza-hut
So expensive okay the food?
10 bucks for 1 meal
Oh my gosh
I'm totally broke now
Hahaha
Then eat until so full also
Oh yarh
Wyman popped in all of a sudden beside me
Gabrielle and me got a big shock
Whose fault?
Our dear darling Cherlynn Cheong Cai Ning..
Oh well..
I'm in the state of shock for like 10 mins..
Ermz..more than that i think.. =0
Oh well
Wyman finished half of my pizza and half of gabrielle's pizza..
So..he like ate 1 pizza?
Oh well..
Big stomach he got yarh?
After the lunch
Went back to cherlynn's house
Eat again
Hee..*fat*
Ice-cream..and tibit..
Oh well..i ate too much i think..
So..=| *fat* *fat* *fat*
Then slept in her house for..
Ermz..2 hours!!??
Oh my gosh..
Pig am i? oh well..i am!
Then watched tv..
Oh yarh..
I supposed to use computer in her house..
But what happened huh?
Cherlynn??!!
Hahaha..oh well
I ate again when i woke up..
Oh well..*pig*
Then watched tv till 1830..
Went home
Ate dinner..
Oh..i've been eating yesterday..
My gosh..
No wonder i'm so *fat*
Then my brother didn't allow me to use the computer..=|
Oh well..
Went to sleep at 11 plus..
So early lorh..
Haha..whatever
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Today::.
Nothing much happened till now..
Just..hem!
We measured our height and weight just now
Oh well..
I'm not saying anything..
All i can said is that
I AM FAT!
Oh well..
Time to slim down girl..
Hahahaha
Now in com lab larh..
Obvious right?
Hahaha..Oh..
Wait..i need someone address..
Oh well..
She doesn't want to type it here..=|
Irritating..
MISS SHERVON!!!!
Oh well..i should calm myself down..=)
.::
Me::.
Lack of courage
Lack of strength
To do things that i want to
No one seems to bother much about me
All i wanted is someone who can understands me
Someone who can cares about me
Is it a better choice to stay alone
Is it a better choice to be a loner
Is it a better choice to stay quiet
Is it a better choice to be back my normal-self
Maybe it's
I'm just me
That's no way to change me
I'm the depressed one
I'm the lonely one
I'm the sad one
I'm the only one..
*Miss*You*
*Miss*You*
*Miss*You*
*Miss*You*
<= Fr0zen* Tears* =>
7/07/2003 10:02:00 PM
