Monday, May 26, 2003
[Yesterday]
cried
having a big mood swing..
for her
i don't care anymore
because of her
i hurt people around me
i neglected people around me
i'm so sorry people
i didn't mean it
really
grace was beside me
the only one indeed
times when i thought somebody else should be there instead
wasn't here
instead of someone else
grace :
didn't mean to ignore you
didn't wish to talk
but didn't wish to be alone
thank you much for being here
i treasure it
thank for being there
took english result
didn't do very well
really indeed bad
failed failed failed
[Today]
saw her
playing piano
but didn't really care
was about to cry
but didn't
because my friends are around
hugging...
got all the results..
chinese
still well
didn't do badly at least
geography
failed
expected it
cause didn't study
but didn't fail real badly anyway
took english paper 2
failed again
totally didn't expect
thought it will push up my grade
but
forget it
got F9
the worst ever
science
from A2
dropped to C5
my goodness
mind as well die
saw her in the hall
but she just treated me so invisible
mathematics
didn't get what i expect
A1..
instead A2
but it's okay
home economics
failed my theory
but passed my practical
well
didn't expect high grades anyway
overall
still passed
thank godness!
literature
quite happy with it
at least passed
thank god!
i passed!
cried
when i took my maths result
but it's not all because of maths
but partly
it was rather because
i forced back too much tears
and it rushed out
and secondly
what bel said
"you didn't study, who can you blame.."
something i didn't expect from her
but
forget it
mostly is because
because of mrs lim
her sentence
her words
the first time
i've heard it from teachers in crescent
"i've not give up on you yet, don't give up on yourself.."
thank for this sentence
you are the first teacher
who said it to us
this might be a simple sentence
but
it meant far lots more to us
because what all we need
is encouragement from teachers
but no one had say it..
other than you
thank my dear
you are indeed a teacher that our seniors like
chia
indeed a crazy teacher
made me do 2 newspaper cuttings per day
6 words
and 1 book review per week
for english
hello!!
ms chan didn't even say it?!!
just fuck off can't you?
your teaching style is OUT OF DATE!
learn some from mrs lim can't you??!!!
and
how much you love to ground us with you
for goodness sake
you think when you ground us
we will do what you say?
no please
we just sleep in class!!
and what right do you have to restrict us from doing things we like?
stopping us from tornament?
stopping us from seeing people we like?
you got NO RIGHT to do that please!
well
how unfortunate that we get you as form teacher
how UNFORTUNATE!
hope to get off your bloody grip as soon as possible..
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