Saturday, April 19, 2003
i noe u'll b here..
u-noe-who-u-r..
u-noe-who-im-saying..
sumthing tt i wish 2 quote frm bel againz..
"worth"..
tiz word..is nv 2 b use in luv..
tt'z y..i've remove
all e worth in my blog..
all of em..
bcuz..bel had once told me..
when u do sumthing 4 urs loved onez..
u do it 4 em
unconditionally..
bcuz dey r all 4 luv...
if u r 2 measure all e thingz tt u do..
i can tell u tt..
no one is ever worth 4 anithing tt u do..
when u luv sumone..
u do everything 4 em
unconditionally..
is nt as if..
todae i do tiz 4 u..
next day u'll b telling tt person...
i wan u 2 do tiz back 2 me..
no..tiz shldn't happen...
u do thingz 4 em..
bcuz u wan 2..
nt bcuz u wan sumthing back in return..
i'll nv 2 use
worth againz in luv..
nv..bcuz
no one is worth..
everything u do is out of luv..
remember tiz quote..
[worth is nv 2 b use in luv..if it is ever..it is nv luv..]
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4/19/2003 10:15:00 AM
Thursday, April 17, 2003
[Quoties]
.::Never love a love that hurts::.
.::Never hurt a love that loves::.
.::The one who can stop me from crying::.
.::Is the one tt makes me cry::.
.::I love u not because I need u::.
.::I need u because I love u::.
.::It's better to have loved and lost::.
.::Than never to have loved at all::.
.::Nobody is
worth your tears::.
.::The only one who is::.
.::Will never make you cry::.
.::You came from no where::.
.::And in no time got close::.
.::Not to me, but to my heart::.
.::Once you have loved::.
.::You'll always love::.
.::For what's in your mind may escape::.
.::But what's in your heart will remain forever::.
.::All my life I was afraid that I could never find love::.
.::
But now that I've found it::.
.::I'm afraid that I will lost it::.
.::It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with sumone else::.
.::It's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you::.
.::You never really live::.
.::Until you find sumone
worth dying for::.
.::Forgive don't always means forget::.
Liyun's:
.::Never change because of others::.
.::That only makes u fake::.
[Message]
Bel's:
.::Everyone dreams of a prefect friend::.
.::Someone warm, caring, funny & thoughtful::.
.::Me? When i met you, i ended up with nothing::.
.::Nothing more to ask for::.
Bel's:
.::And when you need a shoulder to cry on::.
.::When you need a friend to rely on::.
.::When the whole world is gone::.
.::You won't be alone::.
.::I'll be there::.
.::I'll be your shoulder to cry on::.
Bel's:
.::When there's a million of people who care..i'll be one of them::.
.::When there's a thousand of people who care..be sure..i'll be in::.
.::When there's a hundred who care..be sure..i'm still there::.
.::When there's only 2 who care..i'll be one of them::.
.::When there's no one in tiz planet who care..u know..i'm gone::.
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4/17/2003 11:36:00 PM
Gray:
You poor, depressed child. A rain cloud seems to
follow you everywhere. The worst has always got
to happen doesn't it? Life is miserable.
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4/17/2003 08:03:00 PM
You are every goth-kids dream!
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4/17/2003 07:56:00 PM
times & times..
u
cried..
times & times..
i there wif u..
but yet nt seeing ani of urs tears dropping..
but i noe..
u r
crying..
times & times..
i wish tt i could lessen all e painz..
i wish tt i could stop all urs tears..
i wish tt i could find back all e laughters..
i wish tt i could juz make u smile againz..
i wish tt i could cure all urs hurtz..
i wish tt i could juz do a little bit more 2 stop everythingz..
times & times..
i couldn't lessen down urs painz..
i couldn't stop all urs tears..
i couldn't find back all e laughterz..
i couldn't make u smile againz..
i couldn't cure all urs hurtz..
i couldn't do anithing 2 stop anithingz..
times & times...
i hate myself..
of nt able 2 lessen down urs painz..
of nt able 2 stop all urs tears..
of nt able 2 find back all e laughterz..
of nt able 2 make u smile againz..
of nt able 2 cure all urs hurtz..
of nt able 2 do anithing 2 stop anithingz..
i hate God..
He
almost took u away e last time..
now..He
might juz take u away anitimez..
but i can tell u sumthingz..
if ever..He were to take u away..
ask Him, whether u can take a frenz along..
if ever..e anz is "yes"
remember..i'll b e 1st one in list..
if ever..e anz is "no"
i'll nv 4gif Him..
4 taking my angel away..
4 taking e onliz bel awayz..
4 taking sumone tt'z so nice away...
4 taking sumone tt i need awayz..
4 taking sumone tt everyone luv awayz..
i'm serious..
i'll nv..
nv ever will i 4gif Him..
bcuz i've prayed so much..
pray & pray & pray..
tt u r nt taken away by Him..
but wad haf i had in return?
e oppsite of wad i've pray 2 Him..
wad..reasons haf i 2 4gif Him?
wad..rite haf He 2 make 4gif Him?
no reason..no rite..
times & times..
i wonder alotz..
u r depressed...
yet u can tink abt me..
u r sad..
yet u can still concern abt my needz..
u r upset..
yet u can still understand wad i'm tinking..
u need more than anithingz..
yet u gif more than wad u need...
u r alwayz so nice..
so nice..
so thoughtful..
so understanding..
thank 4 e cake..
thank 4 e laughters..
thank 4 e smiles..
thank 4 everythingz..
i'll nv 4get..all tiz thingz..
e cake..e drink..e laughters..e jokes..e smiles..e photos..e everythingz u haf given me..
1000000000000000000000000000000000 x thankz..
nv will i..
i will nv..
4get all tiz..
bcuz..u e onliz one..
in tiz world..
tt understand e
complete whole of me..
thank u 4 cuming into my world..
i treasure all e times..all e moment..wif u...
thank u my frenz..my 4ever frenz..even when death separate us..
nth can separate our frenship apartz..
nth can will do tt..
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4/17/2003 08:37:00 AM
Wednesday, April 16, 2003
[heart-broken]
[Soured]
Sumthing tt soured my heart..
juz now..
when i'm on my way home..
sumthing tt made my heart broken..
all of a sudden..
when i got up frm my slp..
wad haf happened?
i dunnoe..i'm juz tinking of her..
e her..tt long gone..
e her..tt i've msg todae..
e her..tt live near me..
e her..tt i treasure e most..
e her..tt i willing 2 doin' anithing..juz 4 her..
todae..when i was on my way back..
i suddenly woke up..
wif e soured feeling in my heart..
i saw sumone familiar..
i tot tt was her..but it isn't..
all of a sudden..
i wan her so much by my side..
i wan her so much 2 keep me acc..
i missed her so much...
is she..e one..who called me up?
i dunnoe..
tt was long ago..
on e bus..
i almost cried..
tinking of all those dayz tt we had shared..
all e trngs we had...
all e msgs we sent..
all e "-__-||" things i gif her..
all e "woman" i used 2 called her..
everythingz..juz came over me..
all of a sudden..
it reallie soured my heart..
how much i wish..
she's still there..
when i need her acc..
sumtimes i wonder..
y haf thingz between us bcame so bad..
we bcame..
so
stranger..
juz bcuz of e another her?
juz bcuz of e misunderstanding we got due 2 e trngs?
i nv noe..
she juz..left..
so silently...
without saying e reason..
without saying why..
without even tellling me..
without a single sound..
without even a notice..
[fear]
[scared]
i'm scared..
i'm afraid..
i couldn't get 2 tell her wad i reallie feel animore..
i couldn't get 2 c her animore..
i couldn't tok 2 her animore..
i couldn't get animore closer..
thingz bcum so bad..
juz over one nite..
i dunnoe y..
i can't stop crying when i ever tink of tt..
i nv stopped crying..
even..
if i juz read her letters..
tears will juz fight 2 cum out..
i noe..i noe..
i can't get animore closer..
nt animore..
but..i juz wan her 2 noe..
i nv..wan tt misunderstanding..
i nv..wan tt quarrel..
i nv..wan tt agruement..
i nv..wan tears 2 drop bcuz of silly thingz we do..
i nv..expect things will turn out 2 b tiz...
i nv..haf chances 2 explain everythingz.
i've nv..wanted 2 stop tinking of her..
bcuz i noe..i can nv..
bcuz i noe..even if i wan..
i noe..i can't simply do tt..
bcuz..she'll juz..
came over me..
unexpectedly..
making tears 2 drop..
making heart 2 hurt..
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4/16/2003 07:22:00 AM
Monday, April 14, 2003
[hatred]
i hate myself..
4 being so useless..
i can't 4gif & 4get..
i can't accept facts..
i can't accept e fact tt
she's so nice 2 her..
& nt me..
i hate myself..
4 being so selfish..
4 tinking tt she's onliz mine..
i noe i've e wrong tinking...
tt'z y
i hate myself..
i hate pplz when dey start 2 toking abt
her in front of me..
esp. when dey started 2 say how gd she's 2 tt person..
y haf pplz 2 do tt..
i hate it..
u noe..
i juz hate it..
i hate it when i'm juz so silent thru out everythingz..
nt making ani decision properly..
nt able 2 do wad i've said..
i'm sorry..reallie..
tt'z y
i hate myself..
i hate her..
when
she juz walked pass me without even saying anithingz..
when
she juz "dao" me & walk pass..
when
her cold hurting eyez met mine..
when
she start 2 hurt me...
i hate e fact tt pplz lyk 2 play ard wif me..
dey noe wad i wan..
but juz refused 2 do it..
i hate it!
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4/14/2003 02:20:00 AM
Sunday, April 13, 2003
too..i fulfilled alot of my wish..
cuz i bought e 5566 set..
i'm so happie..
hui's frenz was so nice..
thank u very much..
reallie..reallie..very much
i reallie meant it..
reallie..=)
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4/13/2003 07:10:00 AM
[friday nite]
i dreamt of 5566..
cuz next dae is their concert..
dreamt of em cuming 2 my sch..
yup..
then shang wei came 2 my hse..[huh?!]
followed by renfu..[hem?!]
i was damn happie..
but..i woke up after tt..=| haiz..
[sat]
i went 2 their concert..
dey r so shuai..
e concert was high..2 e highest..
all of us were so high..
too...touching..
tony cried..
rio cried too..
almost all e people in e hall cried..
dey said abt how..dey formed..
how dey came 2 tiz step..
i'll nv 4get wad dey said..
5566..i luv u 4ever..=)
[sat nite]
i dreamt of em againz..
i was so xin fu...
thanks u 5566..
i luv all of u..=)
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4/13/2003 07:09:00 AM
