Saturday, March 08, 2003
You come from the Ocean. You've always been drawn
to the sea, the sound of the waves, the crystal
blue water, near the sea is where you belong.
Where Did Your Soul Originate? brought to you by Quizilla
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3/08/2003 05:55:00 AM
You are Carbuncle! Rather than attacking, you help
protect party members from taking damage.
You're always there when you're needed, and
you're a cutie to boot
What Final Fantasy summon are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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3/08/2003 05:49:00 AM
You make me wanna - blue
You know you make me wanna...
You know you make me wanna...
To start it off I know you know me,
To come to think of it, it was only last week
That I had a dream about us, oh
That¹s why I¹m here, I¹m this writing this song,
To tell the truth you know I¹ve been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.
Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I¹m a poor man and you¹re the queen,
Oh baby, you¹re the only thing that I really need,
And baby that¹s why..
Chorus
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night,
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light,
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can¹t fight,
You¹re the first and last thing on my mind,
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
Well I know that these feelings won¹t end now,
They¹ll just get stronger if I see you again,
Baby I¹m tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same,
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don¹t leave me in doubt.
Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I¹m a poor man and you¹re the queen,
Oh baby, you¹re the only thing that I really need baby that¹s why...
Chorus
I¹ll take you home real quick
Sit you down on the couch,
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out,
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we¹ll take it nice n slow,
Gonna touch you like you¹ve never known before,
We¹re gonna make love all night.
Chorus
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3/08/2003 05:44:00 AM
"...you can't make someone love you, all you can do is to be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth..."
sumthing i wish 2 tell u..
but i dunnoe how..
since i found tiz quote..
i decided to use it..
yes..tt'z wad i wanna tell u..
-listening 2 let me die-
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3/08/2003 02:38:00 AM
Ermz..
y am i feel sad when she nv reply me..
y..i reallie dunnoe..
i said tt i dun need her 2 reply..
but..i'm still sad..
perhapz..
i'm reallie waiting 4 here reply..
cuz she said tt she will..
i wish she actually will does...
will u b reading..i noe u will..
cuz u promise...
& i believe..
-listening 2 wo nan guo-
looked lyk tiz song actually meant my feel now..
mayb..juz watch mvp...
frm vcd of cuz..
4 cd at 1 go..
lol....
but..still feel sad..
cuz i'm reallie waiting 4 her reply..
perhapz..she might not..
but..but..but...i reallie wish she will..
though..i will nt force her..
wish is not force..=| J..plz..
-listening 2 all rise-
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3/08/2003 02:29:00 AM
Friday, March 07, 2003
ermz...
reallie..i'm sorry..
realllie..cuz...i reallie din mean it..
i din mean 2 say it kae..
i hate lying 2 my blog..
tt'z y wrote everything here..
i din expect u 2 take it so serious..
plz..4gif me..
i reallie din mean it..reallie..yah...din..
am i forcing u or sumthing?
i reallie dunnoe..if i'm..
i'm reallie sorry..
cuz i realli..din..mean it.
i'm not forcing u..
i'm not waning anithing frm u..
mayb u tink i'm..or am i..
but..seriously..i'm not..
plz plz plz...
u dun need 2..
yah..dun need 2 do thingz u dun wan..
perhapz..
u tink..
nvm..nth matter tt much..
well..
dun say sorry 2 me..
i'm not worthed wif tt..
i dun wan u 2 b worried..
i juz wish u 2 b happy...
2 b cheerful..
i hate seeing sad & depressed face on u..
u noe wad i mean..
i might not c..
but i can feel it..
frm e msg u send..
i noe...u r not willing....
juz dun...i already sae...
i'm not worthed 4 all tiz..=|
juz get on...so tt at least i can c urs happy face?
yah..perhapz i will b happier tt way..
or mayb sad..cuz i dun mean ani thing 2 u..
okay..plz..
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3/07/2003 07:49:00 PM
is there reallie nth tt i can do..
mayb..perhapz..
i'm sorry then..
if i reallie cann't help...
tt'z y..i hate knowing tiz kind of thingz..
but..i rather i noe..then i dunnoe..
cuz at least...
i noe..
u haf been thru a relationship..
at least..
i can understand u better..
but tiz kind of thingz is reallie sour..
=|
but at least...
u r alone now..not attach..
or r u?
i dunnoe...but wish 2 noe too..
at least..
i will suffer less...
mayb..yah..mayb...
haf i 2 gif up juz bcuz of tiz..
mayb yes..mayb no..
perhapz i dunnoe..
perhapz...perhapz..perhapz..
i wish i reallie noe wad happen..
i wish i do..yah..i wish..
but sum how..i dun wish 2...
i reallie dunnoe..
juz..dun..
hurt me animore..
my wounds haven heal since e last..
it still hurtz..2 c em together..
plz gal..dun.
& nv..
hurt me...
cuz..
i dunnoe wad i will do tiz time..
cry is nope enough 4 me..
cutting..
not even enough..
cuz it still hurtz..
i cut..juz 2 let her c..
i wun..cuz i dun wan u 2 worry..
but perhapz..i will
cuz i'm sad..
hurt..is tt wad i get when i luv..
if tt is so..
i rather i'm nv in luv..
cuz hurt is far more deeper than luv..
i haven got e taste of luv..
but i got ever so much taste of hurt..
i wish i had nv luv..
but i did..so mani timez..
but nt getting anithing back..
r u reading dear?
if u r..plz dun ever do tt 2 me..
i'm getting out now..
perhapz..cuz i dun wanna get hurt..
cuz tt is miserable..
i noe u r reading..
i'm sorry 2 said all tiz.
but..
okay...
juz cheer up gal..
dun ask me 2..
cuz i cann't...
i'm getting out 1st..
b4 i got deeper..
cuz..i nv wan 2 get hurt so deep animore lyk e last 1..
u-noe-who tt hurt me so much..
i can't get over..
therefore e wound is still there..
i dun wish 2 get in 1..
cuz i nv wan 2 b hurt animore so deep..
but now i'm in..
i juz hope tt..u will nv hurt...
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3/07/2003 06:03:00 PM
Ouch...painz..my heart..
seein u injuring urself..*painz in my heart..*
seein urs blog..*heart broken*
i reallie dunnoe y..haf u 2 b so nice..
mayb yes...mayb no...i dunnoe..
can u gif me an anz..
whose tt person u mention in urs blog?
obviously sumone i dunnoe..
but at least i noe u r still hurt...
wad can i do 2 4 u?
nth perhapz..but i'll b by urs side..
u-noe-who-u-r..dun pretend tt u dun..
wad can i sae?
wad can i do..
u r nt ready 4 a relationship..mayb bcuz of she..
cuz u r still hurt..
therefore u dun wan...
perhapz is juz me..
i reallie dunnoe..
but i wish 2 tell u...
u r nv alone..
cuz i'm always there 4 u..
no matter wad happen..
will i b able 2 b e angel by urs side..
i will i could...
so i could console u..
cuz i nv wan 2 c u sad..
cuz i wan u 2 b happy..
i'm msging u now..
i noe u r sad..
i reallie wish 2 noe wad happen..
so tt i can console u...
i wish i could..but i noe i cann't..
cuz it is still between u & her..
wad can i do..
perhapz..juz cheer up.
i reallie dunnoe..
but i'm reallie sad 2 c u sad..
=|
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3/07/2003 05:45:00 PM
Thursday, March 06, 2003
getting hurt...is tt wad u wan me 2 get frm u?
urs sorry is not enough...
i juz wan urs anz 2 my qnz....
y muz u lied 2 me...i r not tt kind of person when i noe u...
wad made u change so much? her? =|
i'm so disappointed..
yes..yes..i lyk u..more than ani seniorz b4...even her..i juz lyk u...
but u see how u actually treated me..
y muz u cum up?
y muz u b there?
if u r not there..nth will happen...
i'll nt feel sad animore...
i'll nt feel hurt animore...
tell me..juz tell me..u r happy wif her...
gif me urs promise tt u r happy..or i'll nv let u go...
how long haf u 2 torture me?
u torture me when i lyk u...
too..u torture me when i wan 2 4get u...
& when i wan 2 get over...
y muz u do tt?
y muz u appear todae?
urs appearance hurtz..do u noe tt?
=| i hate u..cuz u r hurting me everytimez...
r u happie bcuz u see me hurtz?
if u r..i'm reallie sad...
cuz i nv tot tt u r tt kind of person..
cuz u r not when i noe u...
dun change too much..
not even bcuz of her...
cuz it's not worthed..
cuz tt'z no way tt u can b wif her 4ever...
plz..listen 2 me...
dun change too much...tiz gd 4 u...i'm not harming u..=|
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3/06/2003 05:39:00 AM
Wonder y..y cann't i 4get her? yah...it's her...juz couldn't 4get her...teach me how..how 2 4get her..=| how 2 get over tt matter? sumone suggested..."find another one.."..i hope tt was easy..but it wasn't..cuz i simply couldn't get over her...
Everyday is a challenge..but todae tiz challenge is far too big..i saw em together..so closely...=| y..y muz u do tiz 2 me..yah..y? i wish 2 noe e anz...plz..=|
i hate life...life is so miserable..=| yah...it's so miserable..
cuz i had 2 shouldered everything on my own...
cuz i had 2 do thingz tt not normal pplz can do...
cuz i had 2 do thingz myself when sumone break her promise..
y haf i 2 do tiz? tt'z no reason 4 me 2 tiz...J..plz help me..u r e onliz 1...
y haf i 2 do thingz till so late even though i'm so tired?
y haf i 2 do tiz when i can even rest now & not doin' anithing?
y is life so unfair? tt'z my onliz qnz i wish 2 ask..=|
mayb tt'z wad life are..
i wish i'm not alive..i wish i'm died...so tt i wun suffer,,=\
when is happiness cuming in?
i miz her...yet i din wanna c her...cuz i wanna get over her..=|
y muz u hurt me so deep? it's hurtz..do u understand..=|
u r not e onliz 2 on earth..there'z still me..yah..me in tiz world..in urs life..
how can u so cruel & leave me alone? i hate u!
Angel haf wings..dey can fly away...
juz lyk u..u flew away without even telling me...
when i found out..u r already gone to sumwhere far far away...
is there ani way tt i can do 2 get u bring?
perhapz..shoot urs wings & injury u?
i can't bring myself 2 do tt...cuz simply i luv u too much..
i can't bear 2 c u hurt...
i let u go..provided u can tell me tt u will b happy alwayz & nv get hurt when u r wif her...
i'll..i promise..i'll then let u go...not pulling u back animore..
but r u happy now? i wish u r...
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3/06/2003 05:29:00 AM
Wednesday, March 05, 2003
Eh..my blog screwed up manz..idiotic leh..*dot*..haiz...dunnoe wad 2 do..=| damn..
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3/05/2003 02:39:00 AM
Haiz haiz haiz...
Todae got scold by susan tan...=| cuz nv do art..haiz...=|
Ermz...aiyoz..home econ practical cuming..haiz...another hell..=| haiz haiz haiz..hate it..
toopid lucy tan...y dun allow us 2 train wif e sch team..=| SUX! she's lyk juz looking down at us...lyk saying tt we can nv get into b div animore loh..=| wad'z tiz loh...irritating..=| toopid..dun allow us 2 train wif em..i wanna..wad can u do?? sux!
juz now went 2 do all e mathz thingz..finally..i can complete e ship thingy..hahah..=| then i go do all e metal thingy...almost got all e designs...but left 1..teacher said cann't find extra..=| haiz..*sob*sob*..
haiz haiz haiz..haf 2 do art ltr...sianz sianz sianz..=| very slpy...=| *yawnz..*
[miz ya loadz jing...my dear..=)]
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3/05/2003 01:26:00 AM
Monday, March 03, 2003
ermz..juz now i was msging jinger..=| ermz..
she's so nice..but..i reallie dun hope tt she kept treating me so nice..cuz..i might juz misunderstood..lyk e few previous experience..=| sad sad..but..she's reallie nice..lol..
she's frm
ELDDS...*wad??i cann't believe it..haah* tt was my reaction..lol...
she transferred frm track 2 el..cuz cann't stand sir..lol..every 1 hates him..=|
Ermz..i din noe crez got informal soccer until todae when jing told me..=| [am i allow 2 call her jing?]...well..she's e winger..ermz..rather funnie..no. 11!..yes..i'll alwayz remember tt..no. 11...=) yeah yeah..cuz is her no...hahah..=|
haiz..but she nv reply liaoz..sob sob..=| y dun wanna reply..
i miz u kae? luv ya alwayz..=)
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3/03/2003 05:28:00 AM
ermz..trng..=| very tired..we were trng wif e
seniorz..=| haiz..i din wan 2...at first..but after..find em still quite okay..well...but trng was indeed tiring..*duh*...
ermz..i played 2 matches..both playing WD...ermz..hard..real hard..1st is sarah..then is wenhisn..haiz..reallie hard 2 defend..i dun lyk defend..i lyk attack instead..=| but din haf e chance 2...=|..wenhsin...reallie
star WA...haiz..joanne..muz buck up kae? in order 2 get in e
b div...joanne..i believe in u..
nth is impossible..=) yes..nth is impossible..
*quoted frm jinger..=|*
ermz...quite happie tt ly actually will pass ball 2 me..cuz..din expected it..cuz..sumthing between us..haiz..dun care..juz let it b..
todae hm was here..2 c ly..well..dey r indeed so close..yes..so close..=| i'm..haiz..dunnoe lar..abit..abit..abit..jealous onliz lar...abit onliz..not much...=|
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3/03/2003 05:21:00 AM
yuck yuck yuck...
TAN MEI LING sux! idiotic gal onliz..make me in trouble..fine lar..u wan 2 do tt 2 me rite? u wun b expecting ani gd thingz 2 happen in urs life in crez..u better watch out..cuz u offended me..=| u can do anithing..except 4 offending me..now u do...wait & c wad'z goin 2 happen..e
whole class is gonna get urs life..watch out gal! =| i din wan 2 do tt..u did it 1st..dun blame me kaae?..idiotic gal lyk u dun worth ani pity frm me animore.i'm gonna suan u till u cry..wait & c...=|
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3/03/2003 05:15:00 AM
Sunday, March 02, 2003
You are the funniest man,Zax
Which character are you in My Mvp Valentine? brought to you by Quizilla
Yoz yoz..yoz Zax rox! Yeah yeah yeah!
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3/02/2003 01:06:00 AM
ermz...ermz..wad 2 say..reallie got nth 2 say..haiz haiz haiz..yesterday went out wif sook teng..ermz..nth much lar..reallie..but i'm sad..cuz she nv reply me in her journal..i tot i was special..but i'm not..=|
*I hate life..i hate living in tiz world..therefore.i juz killed my life in order not 2 live in tiz world..gd bye pplz..*
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3/02/2003 12:36:00 AM
