Saturday, February 22, 2003
toopid com...always hang...*dot* slack arh tiz com..dunnoe y...mayb cuz of my bro? everyday do tiz & tt 2 e com..install tiz & tt..put dunnoe wad hardware in e cpu...=| no wonder my com siao siao 1..now also dunnoe wad brand tiz com bcum...seow's brand perhapz?? haiz..toopid...com arh...get up loh...very slow leh...=| irritating..uploading songz still..cuz com too slow...*dot*
*listening 2 Everytime - A1*
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2/22/2003 08:00:00 PM
toopid...com so slow leh...*damn* hate it loh...=| doin sum uploading music 4 my blog...=) bloggy bloggy..i'm totally crazy over it..hahahaha..=) i tink tt'z wad tt make tiz com so slow..idiotic lar...=| haiz..nth 2 do loh...angel...tot u say wanna msg me?? haven...zel..tot yesterday said wanna call me? nv..=| EEEEeeeeee...y tiz world lyk tt 1...haiz..too bored...
*listening 2 wo nan guo - 5566*
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2/22/2003 07:44:00 PM
reallie...reallie..dun understand y...=| y haf pplz 2 get in my life so unnecessary..
i hate xtra pplz...=|
sumpplz haf once tell me...
"dun change 4 others...cuz it will make urself being very fake.."i will always remember tiz...cuz onliz outsider will tink tt i need a big change...but my
close frenz lyk me as wad i'm...as i dun need a change juz 4 outsiders...cuz i dun wan 2 b FAKE...
*y haf pplz 2 force me? i hate being forced..i rather die then do things i dun lyk...therefore..i'm dead tiz particular moment...=|*
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2/22/2003 06:43:00 PM
Haiz...zelanie toking 2 me now..=) i
love her loh...=) she so nice..my "stead"...she made me a
v'dae prezzie...but refuses 2 tell me wad she made...*dot* then she make me 2 include her name in my blog..*dot* hahah..so i include loh..=) see i so nice..zel..
muz b honour...=) seldom so nice 2 my frenz..onliz 2 my seniorz.=) but
sumpplz juz dun feel it..*dot* well...wad shld i say now? i
LOVE zel! hahah..=) but she's not crk..but still she's my
"stead"..hahaha=)
zel rockz..bleah! wooo!
*i'm not ending my life tiz time..cuz zel made me sooooo happy...=) cuz i love her!*
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2/22/2003 06:18:00 AM
*dot*
i got sore throat!!! wad's tiz..y everyday also sick...but still went 2 eat kfc...-__-|| whose fault?
CHU LING! *dot* haiz...*dot* loh..haiz...juz now went wl library wif chuling...suppose 2 go borrow bk 1..but she borrow..i nv borrow..hee...cuz no bk nice 1..*dot* or is i too fussy? mayb blah...haiz...*dot* then went eat kfc...went yishun north point walk walk [alone]...msging my angel...wanna go her hm 1..she say can can...but wait 4 her 2 finish studying wif her frenz..but...how long? 1hr!!! siaoz..by e time i reached her home..6+++++ liaoz...*dot* might as well juz dun go..hahha...but tml goin her home 2 study..
better dun tell me not free again..i'll
kill her...
ermz..haf 2 study 4 common test liaoz...sianz...then haf 2 go copy e note lyk geog lyk tt..*hell* haiz...i spent 1 hr on e geog notes..i wonder how long will i spend 4 home econ..hahha...well...i go edit my blogy 1st..=)
*ending myself...dunnoe y...mayb cuz too bored 2 stay alive on earth...cuz life sux perhapz...haiz..not interesting..so ended my life...*dead*
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2/22/2003 04:33:00 AM
Friday, February 21, 2003
Why haf pplz 2 got into my life when dey hate me?? Juz get outa my life lar...i dun need u into my life 2 comment me..
i noe who u r...u noe who u r too...juz get outa my life..i dun need u manz...onliz my frenz haf e rite 2 comment me...when outsider lyk u dun understand me...dun comment me
[simply bcuz u dun haf e rite 2] who r u 2 make comments on me?!...unless u r part of my life...if not...
GET E HELL OUT! my blog/life
dun welcum u in manz...i haf atti prob..wad abt u...
u dun looked as if u dun haf...=|
*Why haf pplz 2 get into my life when dey r so xtra? My life dun need em...get e hell outta here...*i ended my life juz bcuz of tiz..cuz i dun wan xtra pplz 2 get into my life...
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2/21/2003 06:55:00 PM
You are orange. You are emotional. Outside, you are bitter and stubborn, inside you are hopeful, hoping someone will come save you from the bitterness of your own mind. You constantly feel the need to prove yourself, and you look up to those who can make thier dreams happen. You are broken, but not beyond repair like maroon.
What inner color are you?
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2/21/2003 04:04:00 AM
Hee...=| i juz added loadz of pic..ermz...haiz...very nice pic..& actually describle me loadz..reallie loh...pplz read it lar..it'z reallie my personality...& how i feel...haiz..understand me more kae? =| *freak*
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2/21/2003 03:57:00 AM
-And All That Could Have Been-
I'm guessing you are heavily depressed over losing
someone.. or probably more than one person. In
case you've never heard this song before..
What Nine Inch Nails song are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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2/21/2003 03:51:00 AM
what color are you?
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2/21/2003 03:51:00 AM
Emotional Wreck. You are extremely emotional. You
feel contentment moreso than happiness and your
emotional lows are to the extreme. You need to
cheer up and start enjoying your life. Where
there is rain there is a rainbow and you need
to see it more than others. Do something that
makes you happy.
How Emotional Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
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2/21/2003 03:50:00 AM
Which Pet Are You?
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2/21/2003 03:49:00 AM
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2/21/2003 03:48:00 AM
borderline
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have? brought to you by Quizilla
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2/21/2003 03:40:00 AM
Your Heart is Black
What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla
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2/21/2003 03:31:00 AM
*dot*...still feeling very sick...reached home onliz at 7pm..ermz..very sick loh..=| wad can i do...*dot*
haiz..i reallie still cann't get over
she & her loh...everytime c em together...i got hurt again loh..i'm reallie trying 2 4get em..but reallie cann't...wad can i do 2 4get em? i'm reallie very hurted...=|
heart painz.. -___-||
Juz now..i had 2 tok wif dawnie..ermz..nth much..juz abt common test..[maths..?] Haiz..dunnoe lar..but
jia you dawnie! u wun fail your maths lar...=)
*cheers* =) yeah...juz cheer up k? =) & joanne also...dun cry wor...=| haiz...juz treat it as a normal test loh..dun stress up urself & get mind block lyk dawnie...-__-||
mon sci...home eco...& chi...=)
jia you kae every1?? =)
*Ending my life e onliz way tt i actually found 2 solve all my problems...[death]...e onliz way i choose 2 solve[escape???] my problem..therefore, i'm ending my life now...DEAD..
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2/21/2003 03:26:00 AM
Thursday, February 20, 2003
Sum pplz juz sux loh...but they sumhow dunnoe it...cuz they tot every1 love em...=| wad's e problem wif em...*dot* dun anihow get in pplz world if u dun lyk emz...wad is e real reason behind it? Juz 2 scold tt particular person? Well...
get a life then..
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2/20/2003 10:59:00 PM
FINALLY!!!! it's fri now...left wif 3 test...=) Haiz...todae got lit & maths...lit lyk...ermz...
suck...wad is tiz loh..dunnoe lar...heck heck..then maths..haiz...i'm gonna kill myself if i cann't get above 35 marks...reallie gonna kill my self...toopid loh...=| Nv finish e last qnz...=| WAD IS TIZ!!! EEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
YUCK! Hateful larh myself...reallie feel lyk killing myself loh..how toopid can i get loh...*damn* then toopid chia..wad's tiz!!! haiz...odd her 2 dayz...*dot* onliz..haiz haiz...i reallie feel lyk killing myself loh...
*Ending my life is one of e way tt choose 2 solve (escape) frm prob...todae..too much problem...so i juz killed myself...Bye..i'm DEAD...
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2/20/2003 10:49:00 PM
So freaking tired...wad is tiz...so sick..reallie dunnoe how 2 study lyk tt...haiz..y muz i bcum so sick? very irritating leh...*dot* no need study loh..=| Wad's tiz!! Haiz...then my eyes wanna close wanna close loh....reallie very tired...summore still sick...=| Wad 2 do..still haf 2 study..cann't rest...haiz...
i wan MC! tml i dunnoe go sch...dun wanna take common test..*irritating* idoitic...*
SICKENING* ARGH!!! reallie lar...wad 2 do...feeling very sick leh...*dot* EEEEeeeeeeee...=| i'm crazy..hahahahah...-____-||
todae's recess...ms tay came & look 4 me..[??]..doin sum canteen survey..[tt'z wad she said lar...]..then...almost ate my food..hahah...then..i was lyk finding yl...but...cann't find..then i down there luffing & luffing...LOL..ms tay will properably tink tt i'm crazy...-___-|| *dot*
Everyday is juz a challenge..but sumdaez..i juz cann't take e challenge...& i chose 2 kill myself...juz lyk in tiz particular moment...i'm dead...! Bye!
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2/20/2003 08:39:00 AM
Finally finally...i finish e HTML...hee~ lyk everyday doin' lyk tt..=) ermz...feeling quite sick wor...dunnoe y..haven study 4 lit..die liaoz tml...surez 1...very tired also...eyes lyk wan close dun wan close...*dot* how how? God..tell me how am i goin 2 study? i lyk reallie very sick & tired loh...not enough slp manz..haiz...god..plz help me...*dot* WAD AM I GOIN 2 DO??
Haiz...me hoh...reallie goin' 2 die tml lar...surez...todae no need 2 slp liaoz...=| Drink coffee...eat tibit...[main source of my sickness]...*Dot* I AM SO SICK!!!!
Killing myself in tiz particular moment...so tt i wun suffer..I'm dead!
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2/20/2003 05:03:00 AM
Haiz..yesterday sumthing wrong wif tiz bloggy thingy..so cann't update..*dot*
Haiz...todae common started..ermz...geog & el..surez fail 1 manz...all also dunnoe wad i'm doin loh...=| Wad is tiz...haix...*dot*...
Ermz...tml got maths & lit test...lit...surez die..summore essay loh..=| Wad is tiz!!! wad is happening..*dot*
Haiz..wad e hell is tiz lar...*dot* GC..u arh..*dot* is not our fault of our netball skill not being gd mah...is our coach..why blame us????!!!!! u r lyk tell e sec 3s "how r u guyz goin 2 train wif e jr"..wad is tiz lar gc!!!! It's not as if everything is our fault loh...go scold mary lee lar..u all got gd coach..we dun haf leh..how u expect 2 b united & gd?? *dot* LAME loh...gc...
GET A LIFE OUT LAR!!!!!! wad is e problem loh..is not as if we dun wan 2 train...*dot* reallie dun understand u all loh...everything also blame on us meh..wad is tiz!!!!!!!!
i hate sch...i hate life...i hate seniors...i hate everything!!! ARGH! SUX!!!
Life reallie so miserable loh...every1 is toking behind our back..esp pplz lyk..*HEM* [u-noe-who-u-r]...juz get a life loh every1...esp 4
sum pplz..*dot* reallie cann't stand em..
Ending my life in tiz particular moment...I'm dying..I'm dead..Gd bye every1...!
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2/20/2003 01:52:00 AM
Tuesday, February 18, 2003
Raining tiz morning...=) Cooling...cools down alot of thingz...now...e starting of a new fresh day..hopefully a gd dae...*smilez* Hopefully no mass run & no everything...=) Well...=) Cya afterwards...*smilez*
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2/18/2003 01:25:00 PM
Congratulations!
Which April are YOU? brought to you by Quizilla
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2/18/2003 05:19:00 AM
Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls) brought to you by Quizilla
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2/18/2003 05:17:00 AM
Finally finally...i've done wif my blog...yeah! Ermz..but feeling very sad...she & her goin 2 stead...='( How can i juz treat as nth had happen? She's not crk...tt'z wad she said...but now..she told me she's goin 2 stead wif her...wad is tiz..how can i not do anithing 2 myself when tiz happened? yah..i cut myself...
30 cuts on my hand...cuz i'm very sad...but well...i do get over it...no senior worthed urs tears...bcuz if she's e 1...she wun make u cry...dey made me cried b4..made me hurt b4...made me cut myself b4...i almost cut my wrist...goodness nth happened...she & her steading..well..i gif both of u e best wishes..u had found a nice ones...which left me behind crying & being hurted...
30 cuts...i had 2 wear windbreaker 2 sch...wear it everywhere i go in sch...i cann't let e teachers 2 see e cuts...i juz wan 2 let
her 2 c...i wan
her 2 noe how much
she did 2 me...but tiz cuts r not big deal...e cuts in my heart r deeper & more painful...e cuts on my hand r nth...nth compared 2 my heart...no big deal pplz...i do tt juz 2 let
her c...i wan
her 2 feel bad...tt'z me!
i'm ending my life soon...in tiz particular moment..i'm dead...
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2/18/2003 04:55:00 AM
